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Hello, my name is Kay, AnqI. I'm eighteen,ain't a little girl anymore but not yet a women. People said eighteen is year of flower to a female,but i said this is a year full of challenges n tears.I knew i'll be hurt sometimes but I will still enjoy it,with my smile on my face :) I really like dressing up in skirts, dresses, heels and sparkly tops, so you can say that I'm obsessed with fashion. I love books, photography and especially computers. I hate cockroach , insects, things that slime/crawl. Find more about me by clicks the botton of " BIOGRAPHY " at the bottom. =]



Anqi Yeo

Screams
2009年6月25日星期四

原来这就是原来..


发现了人类的虚伪..
花言巧语不过是谎言的糖衣..
看透一切..
却不能置身度外..


假装听不到、看不见..
所以常常我总爱带上耳机..
潜意识地希望把自己隔绝..

如果可以放弃一切的一切从新开始..
我会毫不犹豫地做决定,
不会再有一丝丝的留念。


一再提醒自己不能再犯的错误..
却不经意..
还是犯了。


其实人生就是如此?!
时间、地点、事件,
其实都只是一再重复?!
变换的,
只是人物而已?!


受不了被背叛的感觉,
我厌恶这种羞耻..
我为曾经的自己感到悲哀..


往后的生活,
这些回忆..
还是会像影子一样拖着我的背影..
悲..


是我太相信人?!
导致今天的造成?!


终于发现..
把自己收藏起来..
才是保护自己,最好的办法..




Do not share everything to a person that u don't really know the real face..
Don't be so easily to trust a person..

Regret is just only bring nothing..
It's only make u feel so hate and how stupid u are after u've done..
And if the person have a really big mouth,
Ur live done since u r telling something so personal n private..


This is the lesson i've learned in my 17's years life..