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yangxiaoqi


Hello, my name is Kay, AnqI. I'm eighteen,ain't a little girl anymore but not yet a women. People said eighteen is year of flower to a female,but i said this is a year full of challenges n tears.I knew i'll be hurt sometimes but I will still enjoy it,with my smile on my face :) I really like dressing up in skirts, dresses, heels and sparkly tops, so you can say that I'm obsessed with fashion. I love books, photography and especially computers. I hate cockroach , insects, things that slime/crawl. Find more about me by clicks the botton of " BIOGRAPHY " at the bottom. =]



Anqi Yeo

Screams




2009年2月20日星期五

牵强微笑。

最近这几个星期心情从来没有好过..
周围有太多事情发生了..
爸爸妈妈的关系不好..
常常吵架..

再加上,
弟弟的不生性..
妹妹的蛮横霸道不听话..
造成他们更严重的裂痕..
真的好烦好烦.....

我不到自己要怎么做全部的人才会好过一点..
现在我才知道原来这就是长女的苦楚..
根本找不到任何人可以倾诉..
原来一直以来我只是一个人..
没有任何人可以依靠..

我尝试想要跟他人说出我自己的感觉..
更发现原来自己并不是太相信其他人..
不敢和他人说出自己心里正在的想法和感觉..
无论是亲戚、朋友..

昨天和一个朋友说了出来..
她安慰我,和我谈了很久..
也说她自己家里也曾经有这些事情的发生..

我知道她是想鼓励我会才把事情说出来..
毕竟有些人也会像我酱,
不想把家里的家丑拿出来讲..
但我这个人凡是都只会从坏的那方面想起..
到现在我都还是不懂该怎么做..

持续这样的事情已经两个星期了..
本来以为已经完毕的事竟然有爆发起来..
而且还更严重..

我真的很担心他们会离婚..
更害怕他们会有一个人会离开我们..

到底谁可以告诉我!?
我应该怎么做???
谁能体谅我??


我才17岁..

还..经不起那么的破碎..